“You look tired,” I say.
You smirk.
“Cool. Thanks.”
“I mean it more like… you seem worn out.”
“Same thing,” you mutter. “But sure.”
I wait a beat.
“You want to talk about it?”
You shrug.
“I mean, it’s just life. Same crap, different week.
I come here, I talk, I leave. Nothing feels different.”
“Yeah,” I say. “I’ve noticed that.”
You raise an eyebrow.
“Okay. Cool. So what, am I doing therapy wrong?”
“No,” I say.
“But therapy’s not for everyone.”
That stops you.
You weren’t expecting it.
You lean ahead a little.
“Wait. Are you saying I should quit?”
“I’m saying it’s okay if this isn’t the thing that helps.
It’s not a failure.
It’s just… maybe this isn’t what you need right now.”
You sit with that.
A little defensive, a little relieved.
“So what do I need then?”
“I don’t know,” I admit.
“But I think you do. Somewhere under all the noise.”
You look down at your hands.
Pick at a hangnail.
“I’m tired,” you say again.
This time it sounds less like an excuse,
more like the truth.
“I know,” I say.
And we sit there,
not fixing anything,
but not walking away either.
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